When Jesus first appears

Verse 1
When Jesus first appears,
And wipes away our tears,
When from us our sins he takes,
Joy unspeakable we prove;
That th’ espousing time he makes,
Time of pure delight and love.

Verse 2
Hearing the Bridegroom’s voice,
We only can rejoice:
Fear at his appearing flies,
Grief, and penitential pain,
Trouble, and temptation dies;
Kings we in his presence reign.

Verse 3
No abstinence severe
Can be, while Christ is here:
High on eagles’ wings we soar,
Safe in heavenly places dwell;
War and strife we reckon o’re,
Suffering is impossible.

Verse 4
But soon or late we moan
Our joyous Bridegroom gone,
Miss that sensible delight,
Extasy of infant grace,
Lose the Beatific Sight,
See no more his heavenly face.

Verse 5
His face unless he hide,
We never can be tried:
Wherefore not in wrath, but love
Jesus partially withdraws,
Leaves his own, our faith to prove,
Leaves us bleeding on his cross.

Verse 6
Then a long fast we keep,
And for his absence weep:
Nothing can our souls relieve,
Nothing can our loss supply;
Comfortless for Christ we grieve,
Truly fast, and daily die.

Verse 7
Throughout our mournful days
Our misery we confess,
With the Man of sorrows droop,
Share his consecrated pain,
Drink his passion’s deepest cup,
Till he shews himself again.

Verse 8
Come Thou, our living Head,
Our true, immortal Bread,
Enter every soul forlorn,
Speak the latest conflict o’re,
Into joy our sorrow turn,
Come, and never leave us more.

Hymnal/Album: Originally titled: “‘Can the children of the bride-chamber fast, while the bridegroom is with them &c.’—Mark 2, v. 19, 20.” This hymn appears in the 1766 manuscript “MS Mark.” This manuscript is part of the collection of the Methodist Archive and Research Centre in The John Rylands Library, The University of Manchester (accession number MA 1977/574, Charles Wesley Notebooks Box 3). Accessed through the website of The Center for Studies in the Wesleyan Tradition, Duke Divinity School. Published in S.T. Kimbrough Jr. and Oliver A. Beckerlegge, eds., The Unpublished Poetry of Charles Wesley, vol. 2 (Nashville: Kingswood Books, 1990), pages 52-53.
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