Ah woe is me, a man of woe

Verse 1
Ah woe is me, a man of woe,
A Mourner from the womb,
I see my Lot and softly go
Lamenting to the tomb.

Verse 2
In calm despair I bow my head,
The heavenly Loan restore,
For O! my latest Hope is dead,
And Friendship is no more.

Verse 3
Too happy in His Love I was,
I was—but I submit!
Irreparable is the Loss,
The Ruin is compleat.

Verse 4
O could I to the Desart fly
Till pain with life should end,
And ah! my faithless Brother cry
And ah! my faithless Friend!

Verse 5
The dearest Sharer of my heart,
Ah! whither is he fled!
My Friend, whom death could never part,
To me is doubly dead.

Verse 6
In simple innocency drest
The soft Ephesian’s charms
Have caught him from my honest breast
To her bewitching Arms.

Verse 7
My other Self, but more belov’d
In youth in manhood tried,
Faithful for 30 winters prov’d—
Is ravish’d from my side.

Verse 8
O what a mighty Loss is mine!
The anguish who can tell,
The more than anguish, to resign
A Soul I lov’d so well!

Verse 9
But shall a sinful man complain
Or murmur at the Rod?
I yield, I yield him back again
Into the Arms of GOD.

Verse 10
There let me find him in that day
When all the Saints ascend,
And lo! I weep my life away,
For my Departed Friend!

Hymnal/Album: This hymn appears in the mid-1750s manuscript “MS Richmond.” This manuscript is part of the collection of the Methodist Archive and Research Centre in The John Rylands Library, The University of Manchester (accession number MA 1977/551, Charles Wesley Notebooks Box 1). Accessed through the website of The Center for Studies in the Wesleyan Tradition, Duke Divinity School. Published in S.T. Kimbrough Jr. and Oliver A. Beckerlegge, eds., The Unpublished Poetry of Charles Wesley, vol. 1 (Nashville: Kingswood Books, 1988), pages 320-21.
Publishing: Public Domain