Expecting at Jesus’s grave

Verse 1
Expecting at Jesus’s grave
The signs of his favour restor’d,
His virtue to quicken, and save,
I sigh for a sight of my Lord!
My Only-beloved is gone,
Has left me in trouble and pain;
His Spirit, alas, is withdrawn!
Ah, when shall I find him again!

Verse 2
Forgotten of God, and forsook,
Dissolv’d in an ocean of tears;
I into his sepulchre look,
And mourn till a Saviour appears:
No vision of angels I prize,
Unless He his Spirit impart,
Unless the Delight of my eyes
Discover himself to my heart.

Verse 3
Ev’n now my affliction he sees,
Unseen, yet invisibly nigh,
My Saviour observes my distress,
And marks with a merciful eye:
This burthen of sorrow and pain
A glimpse of his face shall remove:
He waits to be gracious again,
To give me a sight of his love.

Verse 4
I turn from the creature away
To Him whom alone I desire;
He hears my infirmity pray
While Him of Himself I require:
Where is the dear Lord of my heart,
Whom only I languish to see?
As sure as in heaven Thou art,
Thou art with a mourner for Thee.

Hymnal/Album: Originally titled: “‘Mary stood without at the sepulchre, weeping.’—[John 20,] v. 11 &c." This hymn appears in the 1763-64 manuscript “MS John.” This manuscript is part of the collection of the Methodist Archive and Research Centre in The John Rylands Library, The University of Manchester (accession number MA 1977/573, Charles Wesley Notebooks Box 3). Accessed through the website of The Center for Studies in the Wesleyan Tradition, Duke Divinity School. Published in The Poetical Works of John and Charles Wesley, Collected and Arranged by G. Osborn, Vol. 12 (London: Wesleyan-Methodist Conference Office, 1871), page 103.
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