To Christ a wretched stranger

Verse 1
To Christ a wretched stranger,
And long insensible,
My misery, sin, and danger
I now with sorrow feel;
Void of divine affection,
Accurst I still remain,
And dread extreme rejection
Into eternal pain.

Verse 2
A conscious unbeliever
Ah, whither shall I fly?
The death that lasts for ever
Worthy I am to die:
In bitterness of spirit
I own my crime abhor’d,
Bought by his dying merit
I do not love my Lord.

Verse 3
Thou universal Lover
Of helpless misery,
Thou only didst discover
My want of love for Thee,
Thou, Lord, my wish inspirest
To know thee as thou art,
To be what Thou desirest,
To give thee all my heart.

Verse 4
A token of thy favor
My burthen I receive;
My manifested Saviour
Thou wilt thy Spirit give,
My deeply-felt affliction
This unbelief remove,
This load of malediction
And bless me with thy love.

Hymnal/Album: Originally titled: “‘If any man love not the Lord Jesus, let him be Anathema Maran-atha.’—[1 Cor.] 16:22.” This hymn appears in the 1783 manuscript “MS Scriptural Hymns.” This manuscript is part of the collection of the Methodist Archive and Research Centre in The John Rylands Library, The University of Manchester (accession number MA 1977/576, Charles Wesley Notebooks Box 3). Accessed through the website of The Center for Studies in the Wesleyan Tradition, Duke Divinity School. Published in The Poetical Works of John and Charles Wesley, Collected and Arranged by G. Osborn, Vol. 13 (London: Wesleyan-Methodist Conference Office, 1872), page 44.
Publishing: Public Domain